01022010

just so nice.. today is e 1st day of the week, month.. Finally e not so nice Jan is gone! So hopefully Feb will be truly a new beginning ~!

I only can pray that e Attendance policy wont apply to use this sem, since I missed so much lessons before Jan.. Its impossible to gain back to 75% even if i attend all lessons now.. less than one month of lesson.. super funny that our sch term starts on Sept and they only come tell us in end Dec.. hurhur.. isnt it too late? if e penalty is so severe that we cant take our exams cos of e policy.. shld had told us earlier.. and i already paid $3.5k for my exams.. so if they come and tell me i can't take my exams this yr cos of that.. seriously im going to make a big affairs out of it lor.. its not e first time e admins side is so screwed up..

i'm ultra tired fighting e family issue.. i only want to get over and done with studies and go work.. dun wish to deal with those shitty stuffs.. whether IT suits me at all.. i shall see when i step into it.. look on e bright side huh.. maybe i will get a job that isnt that bad? hahaha

and i shld just postpone my Taiwan trip till exams is over.. would be too rush to go in between end of Prelims and before start of UK Revision Workshops.. and i think most probably i will struggle with 212 SML & Prolog assignments again.. impossible to finish by March..


Will keep those in mind always:

"Sometimes, life is just not as sweet as we expected it should be, but i hope you can learn to love yourself"

"Pick yourself up again, have faith and fight again, to fight for your own happiness, peace and hope!"

"Be detemine to be a better person, let 2010 mark the better journey for you, never too late."

"Take one day at a time, cry if you need to, but pack up and ready to continue the journey, we don't really have much time, maybe another 50 birthdays from now.. which is countable!"

2010's New Year Resolutions

Haha first time i'm actually making a list? reaching a period of time I will undergo alot of changes.. a new phase of life.. Ha cannot play around so much anymore.. the mistake in Poly year 2 already affected my Uni choice, I definitely won't like to face something similar! Really have to do well in order to truly have a freedom to my own self.. Good luck to myself and JIAYOU ~! I CAN DO IT! haha since so many people say I'm smart? =X LOL but i guess too smart for my own good already.. till the extent I knew too much, end up think too much and worry far too much.. to be able to live a happy life that i had wanted..

• Finish up all my 20 assignments by early March so that I can go Taiwan in e mid of e month in peace!
• Do well for my final theory-based modules.. hopefully can get at least an average of Bs and pull up the overall grade to Upper/ Lower 2nd class Honours
• Still able to work on the same topic for my Final year projecr.. would had been so much of a headache to rethink of all e ideas
• Find a suitable job while doing my FYP temporarily for 1 year, until i offically graduate from Uni for GOOD! Still thinking if i should consider IT line at all if i don't wish to OT at all =X Admins erm.. shall see hows e job hunting is first.. hopefully e job market is better by June 2010!
• Save up and repay my study loan!
• Pass my driving test by 1 time! =P
• Save up for my own car =P hahaha
• Schedule at least one oversea trip per year! first stop TAIWAN! xD and maybe Gentings/ Malacca after my Exams!
• Be more firm with my decisions!
• Finally get my own room and have a place of peace and comfort! =.=
• Make time off for Gym every now and then when I could!
• Oh yea and most important, be more real vocal? haha wonder where my guts went to when facing people.. and be able to speak well..

Well only can think of those for now, so will just leave it as those items =P